Dear Angel

Dear Angel,
For I never met you,  but I dream of you often.
Your spirit stays with me,  everytime I feel you,  my heart softens.
I hate that I couldn't carry you for longer,
I often think,  " Maybe if I had been stronger."
But I wasn't and I'm learning that's okay,
And I know that I will meet you one day.
I was never ashamed of you,  that I promise.
You are perfect in every way,  absolutely flawless.
I know you watch over me and help me  through everyday,
If it wasn't for you,  I possibly  wouldn't have the appreciation I have for your brother,  anyway.
But you are worth so much more to me than that,
You hold my heart and that's a fact.
I was so young and so then my life begun,
I look forward to meeting you,  when we ride together into the sun.
Love,
Mommie...