Casey.

To the father of my son,
I could never hate you for anything that has happened.
We share a son,  he is our lives captain.
We have struggled so much to see what is right and what is wrong with being together.
We have learned that being apart is for the better.
I still love you,  for all that you are.
You are always in my prayers,  praying that in life,  you go far.
You gave me a life to which I never imagined I would have,
For that I am grateful,  you are still my other half.
I  imagined us growing old for so long,
But when the music stopped,  we forgot the song.
He is the best of you,  and the worst.
I will cherish him forever,  it's not a curse.
I know that we tried for this I will never regret
You are my greatest memory,  for which I will never regret.
I hate that you left in the way you did,
But I know it's a chapter of life that you had to close the lid.
I am not angry,  nor am I sorrowful,
We live our chapter,  and it was beautiful.
You promised forever,  and the moon,  and the stars.
You gave me my forever,  it ended so quickly,  but that's who we are.
I will always love you and want to protect you,
The life we had together is the only thing I knew.
We must grow old,  separate,  but not apart.
We share a son,  this is where our own lives must start.
I will love you forever,
Please don't hesitate to call in bad weather.
I don't call because the sound of your voice brings back happy memories,
It's the sound of a thousand oceans,  I don't want to  drown in the melodies.
You are perfect,  and one day someone will see that just like I did,
Hopefully you're ready next time,  and perfectly on your grid.
Our son is so beautiful,  he looks like you everyday.
You will have a beautiful relationship,  and love him more each day.
Each kiss I give him is for the both of us,
Because you are a part of me,  the only part that I trust.